Happy Chinese New Year

Sorry for not blogging for such a long time.
Have been busy with exam and school.
And I just got posted to Resorts World for my attachment.
I will be working there until end of April if I'm not wrong.

Have been going around with Darling's family for CNY.
I just feel awkward and feel like an extra to be there.
Cuz all are family except for me.
Well maybe in future I will be,
I dunno.

There's actually something that kind of bothering me.
I just feel that even when we're together everyday,
and you are having holiday,
yet we don't communicate much.
I dunno why I just feel that way.
Everytime I try to talk to you,
You just seems not wanting to reply or tired.
Everytime I hold you,
You just seems not to care or tired.
Darn.

I guess next week will be worse,
Both will be working,
If this continue then it won't be good.
I know you won't be happy to see this,
but what's the point if I hide my feelings?
It means that I did not tell you the truth,
in other words it means that I lie to you,
I don't want that to happen that's why I spit it out.
I hope you understand.
And I hope we can do something about it.

That's my New Year Resolution.